Monday, 20 August 2012

Tom's Reflections

August 18, in the air and on our way after almost a year in preparation. This trip for me is about a lot more than a vacation, it is sort of a passing on of family stories, ideas and learnings that I have collected over the last 60 years and it honours the memory of my own father, who took me to London and Ireland in 1965. It was an important time for my relationship with my dad and trust it will be a good bonding experience for Matt and me.

When I think of my family history, the story starts the dark reaches of history in Sumeria. A group of forgotten people started a centuries long migration north and west. Moving into areas freed from the ice and establishing a civilization that would one day flower into the Western culture of today. My genetics reflect this movement. My mom's people come from Ukraine northwest of the black sea and carry Turkish and Jewish blood. My father's people can be traced back to Hethersgil near the border of Scotland. My dad told me stories that we were originally Normans whom were given land and titles after 1066. The movement then continued westward from northern England to Ireland and Raphoe. The name Hertherington was therefore part of the colonization process of the Anglo-Scot t take over of Ireland and most particularly Ulster in what is called the plantation movement. After 400 years in Ireland the name then came to Canada in 1928/29 when father, Robert John, immigrated to Canada. First working in Saskatchewan (where he met met mother in Prince Albert where they both worked in TB Hospital). Then couple married and the name moved to west coast of North America (New Westminster, 1934) where this centuries long journey westward was stopped by the Pacific ocean.

Matt's genetic make up fills in the blanks of this European migration/colonization story through the genes of his mother (Kastens - Schoeder). Kastens is associated with the northern European lowlands of Denmark, Holland, France and Germany and Schoeder with eastern Prussia (near Danzig). One purpose of this trip is to tell Matt the Irish part of the story of his origins and family name. I think this very important for knowing who you have been provides a necessary base for knowing who you are becoming. It is particularly important for my generation to tell this story to our children because as the first born Canadian generation the link with the past will be lost in the melting pot of North America, and the journey westward of my ancestors will be hidden behind the curtain of forgetfulness. 

A second reason for this trip is to carry on the tradition of story telling that has long been part of Irish culture. I sense that the notion of being a bard or story telling is strong in my family. My father was not an actor but he was a story teller (clairvoyant and hypnotist). I can see this love of language and the spoken word is a live in Matt and I therefore want to encourage him to develop it. One way that I am trying to do this on our trip is to read to each other. The book I have chosen is called Ireland and it is by Frank Delany. It is a story about the last Irish travelling story teller and the stories that he tells about Ireland. It is also a story about a father and his son. I hope that we both find the read meaningful. I also fondly remember reading and telling stories to Matt when he was a child and the experience was one of most meaningful experiences of my life. Reading together honours that experience.family storiews, history,

A third reason is about a Matt's passage from childhood to adult. When Matt was an infant I took him to the Coquitlam River and Baptized him in the name of all the gods I could think of, my belief being that God is so great that he is unknowable and that every religion is only one interpretation of mens' relationship with God. Religion therefore is something personal that needs to grow as all relationships do between two individuals. It has always struck me as somewhat arrogant that anyone could say they knew the truth about God's will as that seems to me to be something that everyone need discover for them-self. Anyway, I as I was baptizing Matt an eagle was flying overhead so I made a cedar offering to the eagle and gave Matt the name of “boy who is watched over by eagles”. To earn the name I then made a cedar offering every time I saw an eagle for one year. When Matt was in his teens I told him that I was wanted to be more that just his father and that I wanted us to also be brothers. Matt has taken me up on this brotherly relationship and we have had many talks as brothers that would be difficult for fathers and sons. Now that he is 18 I want to free him of his obligations to me and re-establish our relationship as two men – not just as sons and fathers or brothers but also as friends and comrades.

My intention for this blog is to document the things we do on the trip and my thoughts about historic and current relationships.

August 20. It is 5 am and I have been awake since 4 and now am in the restaurant of our hotel (Maldron) in order to give Matt a chance to sleep without interruption. We had a good day yesterday. After a long flight, I /we got a few hours sleep and then got up at 5 to do a pub walking tour of Dublin. After buying a few supplies we walked to the Temple Bar district where Matt and I listened to Irish music and had a meal. We toasted with Matt's first legal drink (Guinness). The pub was called Fitzismons. We then moved on to the Bruxelles pub (three styles of pub in one) and had a couple of pints. We had one outdoors and the terrace, one in the basement (heavy metal music) and finished upstairs. The upstairs room was especially cool. It was very old and funkie and played good old rock and roll music. We then walked back to the hotel.

Today, we plan to tour the Guinness bewerary and a couple of literature related museums.

-Tom

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